Dreams

Do our dreams really reflect our subconscious wants? Honestly I really don't think that my subconscious mind wants to walk with a lady and her pink poodle in a shopping cart. Or that my Papa and his Girlfriend, Carol, lived in a big house where my room was in the garden shed and there was some guy sleeping at a chess table. Then when my cousin comes to find me a bear shows up and chases us all to my garden room. Then the whole place disappeared and we had to re build the walls and I ended up walking down the hall with the lady and the poodle. Then suddenly the hallway ends at a grocery store and I'm with three of my best friends. Then my mom comes and says that we should go see this magician, he is just past the bananas. When we go he gets everyone to stand in a circle and hold hands and then the ground around us all dropped away into black nothingness. He warned us that if anyone stepped over the edge we would all fall to out doom. Someone did and I fell into the blackness and woke up. I mean really what is that supposed to mean? Truthfully I know that some people believe that their dreams mean something and I'll believe them if they can just explain this one to me, but otherwise, I think dreams are just the most random things in the world.

People

Why is it that the people you love are always so far away or so busy all the time? Is it some karma thing or what? We all have people who we can't stand and ones we love whether we show it or not. People are never perfect but the people who you think are closest to perfection never live near. Plus the worst thing in the world is when someone doesn't return the feeling. Or when they spend time with you just until someone better comes along. They are so nice and you feel so close and as soon as someone that they know better is there suddenly no one cares that you're there. Worst f all they don't realize how much they hurt you. They figure it is no big deal. They go to the person who they think is judging them so that they aren't being badly judged. Which leaves the nicer person, who doesn't judge people, hurt.